Finally an Avatar

It’s only taken us forever.
So much going on today. Seems like that is always the case though, huh?
I think though this avatar really says it. Found it awhile back and just found myself staring at it for hours.
There is this small child who’s holding on to a balloon. I remember when I was [...]

Another Mom Memory

I was reading some more today and remembered that I had remembered (yet again) something that I keep shoving aside. I had been reading something and the topic of learning to tie your shoe came up, this memory surfaced and then I shoved it. Then today I was reading about multiples and feeling the need [...]

A memory from 12

I used to have this memory that used to just jump out and blind side me. I’m not too sure how old I was I get the feeling it was somewhere in my pre-teen years though. I have a severe learning disability in the area of math and I think I was working on fractions [...]

Posting from Afar

Just feeling rather, blah. I read almost the first chapter of the book I got yesterday (I’ll write more some other day). I haven’t read any of it today, yet. I’m just feeling run down. I know it’s been a few days since we last took the Remeron. Bad. Tonight. I think we were up [...]

DID weather

The weather can’t seem to make up it’s mind today. One minute it looks like it’s gonna rain, the next it’s sunny. Once it was even sunny and cloudy at the same time!
We’re kind of in this mode where we don’t really want to deal with any of the issues that really need to be [...]

What is that Noise

Sometimes I feel like everything is just ripping from the inside out. I don’t know why, I don’t know what that’s all about. It’s just an odd, yucky, uncomfortable feeling.

It’s still Wed. for another second

Kept thinking it was Thursday all day. Realized I’ve been off for a while. Not sure how or when that happened. Just everything is off. Before I used to just ask someone I’d only ask once though and just go the rest of the day not asking again if I forgot. Of course it’s [...]

Oh, meant to say as well…

We’ve re-arranged somethings on here.  Still more changes to come I think. Soon going to try and make a blog for our art, it will be another section that’s open only to certain people. So, if anyone wants to see that section or any other section that’s open only to people we put on the [...]

Before I log off for the night

Major melt down day before yesterday (Sat). Some inside part, a fragment I believe (seems like there have been two? Not sure maybe it was the same one? There are two separate posts made in different places conveying totally different things, different tone and just…different but, signed the same. Not sure thing there are somethings [...]

I should be happy

Finished another painting tonight. The little kids started it and for the first time ever really, I was allowed to finish it. Usually I only get to watch because I always “F up” whatever is being done. It was cool because I was able to stay in the head space that I usually feel when [...]