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Just popping in to update somethings real fast.
Added some more links. 2 was all I was up for, sorry.
Updated my About Me slightly.
Got hit with a third trauma nightmare last Tues morning. Was the worst one yet. Talking about it in therapy was weird.
Got my medical tests over with yesterday afternoon. Was not a good [...]
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I’ve been sleeping like the dead ever since last Friday’s vertigo episode. I’ve been dreaming like crazy too! I don’t know why but I tend to go on more episodes of dreaming living here than anywhere else. I used to dream like crazy when I was a little kid, nightmares galore lots of times too. [...]
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I didn’t get to much updating on my links this weekend, I really just needed to rest.
The vertigo I had back in November has been coming back on and off since then. So definitely wasn’t a virus. Thought it might be my medication but definitely not that. My one ear has been screwed up for [...]
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Well, I wanted to sleep in but my allergies decided to attack me instead. So here I am hoping this allergy medication would knock me back out again and instead I find myself dwelling on the day, getting into things I shouldn’t. I don’t know why I do this to myself, get into things that [...]
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I’m one of those survivors having a tough time with this weekend. I suppose I’ve always been mixed up about this day but I think most of the time my feelings got blotted out/ignored. A few years ago I started to realize how hard this Mother’s Day (Mothers) thing is for me because I have [...]
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I started to write a response to a post by Dr. Kathleen Young on What Makes a Good Fit in therapy and realized I was gonna get pretty wordy. I don’t usually do this kind of thing and actually I think I kind of wrote about it on my “Into the Darkness” blog on LiveJournal [...]
Filed under: Blog response, Blogs of ours, Dissociation, Dissociative, Just life, Therapy, Trauma | Tagged: bad therapists, Blog response, Boundaries, cycle of abuse, discussion, Dissociation, Dissociative Identity Disorder, god complex, inner parts, looking for therapist, New Therapist, safety, search for therapist, Therapy, Trauma | Leave a Comment »
I’m trying to do some updating of this blog again. If I don’t finish this weekend hopefully around next weekend (on or before) I’ll get it done cause I’m driving myself nuts thinking about it.
I added an “AddThis” button to the side bar please, please let me know if it doesn’t work. I tested it [...]
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I have to get this off my chest. I’ve been holding onto this too long and I still can’t stop laughing or wondering about it.
Everyone in my immediate family talks to them self (selves ?) EXCEPT my dad.
I have caught my mother, I’ve caught my brother, and when she was still alive, my grandmother. All [...]
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