Posted on July 27, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Well, made it through blogathon. It was really great, still getting caught up with a few other bloggers I was interested in reading. One of the hard things was not talking about DID. Since I was blogging on my general survivor site and that’s not something I care to reveal there since I do let [...]
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Posted on April 11, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Holy…I was reading through some old post/comments wow I cannot spell for sh!t! haha! Anyway, I never did that post on guilt did I? I can’t remember very well the last time I posted, seems like I always have something I want to post and then I get ‘distracted’. I got distracted on the way [...]
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Posted on February 24, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I am currently taking a break from …my break. I keep putting of posts and things but I need a time out especially after the last couple weeks. I’ve kind of identified a “new” trigger of mine which has to do with fragile people. I am pretty sure I did a post a while back [...]
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Posted on January 29, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Ok, here I go with my thoughts on the second episode of “United States of Tara”. A friend text messaged me Sunday with the line from that opening scene, the one about DID being like hosting a kegger. I cracked up and remembered a few of our ‘fine’ moments, yup I could agree with that [...]
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Posted on January 26, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I didn’t get to sleep until about 3:30 am last night. I’m not sure when exactly it was that everything came closing in on me but I was already to go to bed when it did. I think maybe it started with an SI urge then went from there. Well, I mean that’s not were [...]
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Posted on January 25, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I woke up thinking about this subject for some reason but can’t remember what started it. I was just aware I was thinking about how I’m so much closer to men than I am to women. I don’t freak out if a guy wants to give me a hug but I spend so much time [...]
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Posted on November 22, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
I have all this stuff swirling around in my head (was struck down by what might be an inner ear virus causing extreme vertigo but that’s not the swirling ) today. I thought maybe it was done swirling after I sorted out some feelings that popped up during a slight panic attack but, [...]
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Posted on November 11, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
I wrote a post over on my LiveJournal Blog (link on left panel: Into the Darkness), not sure why now I put it over there lol. Anyway, it was on trauma as a security blanket. Sounds weird maybe but I realize that sometimes I’m really afriad of what healing might mean, fear of the unknown. [...]
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Posted on October 27, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
This subject has come up a bit with people in the last couple days. I’ve been put in the role of supporter for so long but I have no clue how to ask others for help and support. In some areas I’m getting better but some …eh not so much. I always feel like I’m [...]
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Posted on October 21, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
Ugh, I finally finished that LiveJournal post. It’s here or the side link over there (Into the Darkness). I think I got kind of rambling on it, as usual ha!
Feeling like I’m zoning in and out and I’m really not liking this feeling. Been a while I think since it’s been this intense of a [...]
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