Posted on September 20, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I’m struggling pretty badly as of late. I’m being bombarded by to many new things and am not used to that anymore. I mean I don’t know how to handle that kind of thing, maybe I didn’t the last time though either.
I’m not sure when this stuff got kicked up but at one point while [...]
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Posted on September 10, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I think I figured it out today, where I went “wrong” (see the clip). The one “wrong” thing I did.
I trusted.
I think I’m slowly learning to live with that. It feels so horribly slow though sometimes, I get so frustrated with my trust issues. It hurts and it’s scary but slowly I’m learning trust is [...]
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Posted on July 28, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I was going to say no pants since my brain doesn’t wear pants…that I’m aware of.
Anyway, back from my therapy session and there is so much to say. The problem is me though…my brain is killing me! One of the really hard parts for me is wanting to learn and my insiders wanting me to [...]
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