Posted on July 29, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
**could trigger Dark Alters, SI, general anger at everyone, mother shit, oh cursing possibly**
Pretty sure Dth is back. So We’re shit up a creek if he really is. not sure how he got out.
sorry typin one handed because well….
Pretty sure we’re dead. Yup can’t feel so gotta be dead. still bleed…it was an accident…but dont [...]
Filed under: Dissociative Identity Disorder, Mom, Multiplicity, SI, Self-Injury, Verbal abuse, abandonment, defective, family | Tagged: anger, blame, Dark Alter, death, emotional neglect, mother, punishment, self-worth, SI, worthlessness | 2 Comments »
Posted on July 28, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I was going to say no pants since my brain doesn’t wear pants…that I’m aware of.
Anyway, back from my therapy session and there is so much to say. The problem is me though…my brain is killing me! One of the really hard parts for me is wanting to learn and my insiders wanting me to [...]
Filed under: Dissociation, Dissociative, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Mom, Multiplicity, PTSD, Self-Harm, Self-Injury, Therapy, Trauma, abandonment, abuse, adoption, complex PTSD, defective, family | Tagged: Dissociative, DID, multiple, multiplicity, abandonment, abandonment issues, adoption, adoption issues, C-PTSD, complex PTSD, Dissociative Identity Disorder, EMDR, inner parts, PTSD, mapping | 2 Comments »
Posted on July 27, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Well, made it through blogathon. It was really great, still getting caught up with a few other bloggers I was interested in reading. One of the hard things was not talking about DID. Since I was blogging on my general survivor site and that’s not something I care to reveal there since I do let [...]
Filed under: Blogs of ours, Boundaries, Dad, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Mom, NPD, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, abuse, family | Tagged: abuse, animals, books, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Dysfunctional family, family, Just life, memories, MPD Psycho, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, pets, reading, secrets, time, time loss | Leave a Comment »
Posted on July 23, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Lots of times I wonder just what the hell I did wrong to get the response I did from my family. Lots of times I think maybe I’m just blowing things out of proportion, lots of times I think that’s what others will say too me. I don’t talk about things because I get the [...]
Filed under: Dissociation, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Internal Conversations, Mom, NPD, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, Self-Injury, defective, family | Tagged: anger, caring, Dysfunctional family, emotions, family, feeling, feeling crazy, mom, mother, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, Support | Leave a Comment »
Posted on July 1, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I’m having a difficult moment. The day has been really rough. This is really the most present day I’ve had since last Tuesday and right now I’m trying to just find that little hiding niche right now because I’m just so exhausted from today. The last few minutes have been really difficult due to mom [...]
Filed under: Mom, NPD, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, SI, Self-Injury, Therapy, Trauma, family | Tagged: anger, basic needs, co-fronting, dysthymia, emotional abuse, emotional neglect, emotions, feeling trapped, grief, guilt, insanity, mom, mother, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, sad, Self-Injury, self-worth, SI, Support, switching, Therapy, Trauma, upset, Verbal abuse | Leave a Comment »
Posted on June 9, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Well, that was fun. I woke up this morning thinking about everything that went on a few months ago with my mom and how my therapist was going to help me with a letter but I ended up not doing it cause I had until this morning numbed out my anger. [...]
Filed under: Brother, Dissociation, Mom, Therapy, Trauma, abandonment, abuse, adoption, defective, family | Tagged: "Ordinary People", anger, blame, chaotic family, Dissociation, Dysfunctional family, emotional abuse, emotional incest, emotions, family, feeling, frustration, self-esteem, self-worth | 2 Comments »
Posted on May 10, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I’m one of those survivors having a tough time with this weekend. I suppose I’ve always been mixed up about this day but I think most of the time my feelings got blotted out/ignored. A few years ago I started to realize how hard this Mother’s Day (Mothers) thing is for me because I have [...]
Filed under: Holiday, Mom, Therapy, Trauma, abuse, adoption, covert, family | Tagged: adoption, adoption issues, anger, chaotic family, covert abuse, emotional abuse, emotional incest, emotions, family, feeling, memories, mother, mothers, Narcissistic Personality Disorder, female abusers, confusion, Dysfunctional family, sibling rivalry, sibling abuse, guilt, Mother's Day, competition, competing | Leave a Comment »
