Posted on August 14, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Gah, I opened this window to post like an hour ago…forgot why I even wanted to type this (I knew what I wanted to say I just didn’t know what the point was or anything like that. Although most times I don’t know what the point is so…bah…anyway)…then I started reading other peoples blogs and [...]
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Posted on August 4, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I’ve mentioned to a lot of people that I’m super curious about how other multiple systems work. It’s just so fascinating to me how we can be so different from one another and often so similar having never met, having never talked to a soul about our world until we got into therapy or met [...]
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Posted on July 24, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Well someone else asked about this and I know I meant to update my own experiences so I thought I’d try again using the explanation I gave this person as a jumping off point. Here is what I said with a few tweaks thrown in to explain how DID fits in there (I was explaining [...]
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Posted on July 23, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Lots of times I wonder just what the hell I did wrong to get the response I did from my family. Lots of times I think maybe I’m just blowing things out of proportion, lots of times I think that’s what others will say too me. I don’t talk about things because I get the [...]
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Posted on April 3, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Does that include mentally as well as weather wise?
I’ve gotten through another March which was hellish but now it feels like there is this big emotional purge of all the things I was holding in about March. It’s like my brain goes ok, couldn’t think about that then so let’s figure it out now. I’ve [...]
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Posted on March 29, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Ok, so that relieved some of my anger but brought up an idea for another post and I am not gonna sleep for a bit cause I have a stomachache (ooo! Need to make a note to mention that memory to T) that can’t make up its mind to stay or go! Dang I still [...]
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Posted on February 24, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I am currently taking a break from …my break. I keep putting of posts and things but I need a time out especially after the last couple weeks. I’ve kind of identified a “new” trigger of mine which has to do with fragile people. I am pretty sure I did a post a while back [...]
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Posted on January 26, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I didn’t get to sleep until about 3:30 am last night. I’m not sure when exactly it was that everything came closing in on me but I was already to go to bed when it did. I think maybe it started with an SI urge then went from there. Well, I mean that’s not were [...]
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