Hello, again!

That was a creative title.
Anyway, I’ve been without a computer for all this time! My laptop was giving out somewhere around that last post and then shortly after that I guess it just totally went to hell. Didn’t seem like it was worth it to try and fix, 3 yrs old figure more was just [...]

Hope I will be back soon

Went to get a scan done of my ear to see if there is anything structurally going on with it since a clinic said I twisted some tubes or something years back (ear infection-air plane, yeah OW!). It’s been crackling badly on and off ever since and seems to know be one of the cues [...]

Murphy’s law again

Just when everything seemed to get done the dreaded blackouts strike.
So here I am behind on a ton of things and I don’t have the energy or motivation to do it.  Bottom of the cycle again.
I need to keep up with my paper journal better maybe that would help with some of the things I [...]

Undergoing Changes

So things are kind of different around here fro the last oh, several weeks or so.  So things that haven’t gotten done are now getting done. Slowly but surely. There are some comments and other blog house keeping things that haven’t got done.  I’m still sitting on a comment or two because I’m not feeling [...]

Window Cleaning

Been having major probs with the eyes.  Can hardly read anything because they are blurry all the time.  Allergy eye drops don’t really help most of the time so, chalking it up to co- …. multi-fronting ha! Uh, so, …yeah, not been around much.  Lots going on, lots to say, lots to share but, haven’t [...]

My Mental Vacation

I’m having a pretty nice break at the moment from just about everything.  My therapist says I’m in the rest stage of living with trauma, or something like that.  It’s frustrating sometimes because I am so not in touch with certain feelings.  I mean don’t get me wrong it’s nice to be happy and content [...]

Feeling a Little Run Down

Just popping in to update somethings real fast.
Added some more links. 2 was all I was up for, sorry.
Updated my About Me slightly.
Got hit with a third trauma nightmare last Tues morning. Was the worst one yet. Talking about it in therapy was weird.
Got my medical tests over with yesterday afternoon.  Was not a good [...]

Medical Update

I didn’t get to much updating on my links this weekend, I really just needed to rest.
The vertigo I had back in November has been coming back on and off since then.  So definitely wasn’t a virus. Thought it might be my medication but definitely not that.  My one ear has been screwed up for [...]

My struggles with comparison

Well, I wanted to sleep in but my allergies decided to attack me instead.  So here I am hoping this allergy medication would knock me back out again and instead I find myself dwelling on the day, getting into things I shouldn’t.  I don’t know why I do this to myself, get into things that [...]

Therapy – The right fit

I started to write a response to a post by Dr. Kathleen Young on What Makes a Good Fit in therapy and realized I was gonna get pretty wordy.  I don’t usually do this kind of thing and actually I think I kind of wrote about it on my “Into the Darkness” blog on LiveJournal [...]