Posted on July 28, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I was going to say no pants since my brain doesn’t wear pants…that I’m aware of.
Anyway, back from my therapy session and there is so much to say. The problem is me though…my brain is killing me! One of the really hard parts for me is wanting to learn and my insiders wanting me to [...]
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Posted on April 3, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
Does that include mentally as well as weather wise?
I’ve gotten through another March which was hellish but now it feels like there is this big emotional purge of all the things I was holding in about March. It’s like my brain goes ok, couldn’t think about that then so let’s figure it out now. I’ve [...]
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Posted on January 22, 2009 by MeMyself&Who
I really cannot stand when other people worry about my safety. I was having a pretty good start to the day and then I went to open an email from my dad. I’m not sure if I posted it here or else where but, a while back a person he knew was attacked while out [...]
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Posted on December 8, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
Ugh! My immune system is getting quite a workout! I had a cold a few months ago, then the inner ear virus (yup, just a virus. Heard many other people were battling that nasty thing too! whew!), and now a week later…I have a nasty cold again! Going back on a little echinacea regimen.
Seems like [...]
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Posted on October 27, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
This subject has come up a bit with people in the last couple days. I’ve been put in the role of supporter for so long but I have no clue how to ask others for help and support. In some areas I’m getting better but some …eh not so much. I always feel like I’m [...]
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Posted on October 27, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
Well I guess it’s offically 102 days later now. I’m pretty sure July 17th was my last SI day. I’ve tried hard not to even keep track of time in relation to that but I’m struggling so hard right now not to go back to it. I’m growing more and more frustrated. I get like [...]
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Posted on October 21, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
Ugh, I finally finished that LiveJournal post. It’s here or the side link over there (Into the Darkness). I think I got kind of rambling on it, as usual ha!
Feeling like I’m zoning in and out and I’m really not liking this feeling. Been a while I think since it’s been this intense of a [...]
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Posted on October 16, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
Well, I’m feeling a lot better…finally! I started in on that post on my LiveJournal (Into the Darkness) blog and I should finish maybe tomorrow. It’s pretty much done I just have to somehow get through the last part, I put the roughest part for me at the end and I’m kind of stuck on [...]
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Posted on September 3, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
Not doing well. Don’t even feel like writing. Don’t feel like sharing this but I guess I am anyway. Why I don’t know. I’d go take my pill and just knock out…that’s what I’d really like to do but, I have to get up and go to the doc’s tomorrow. I haven’t been taking it [...]
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Posted on August 11, 2008 by MeMyself&Who
Figured I’d try to write this while I’m in it. Woke up today feeling rather icky then started thinking about some things started to try and find some more info and ended up triggering myself out even more. Ok, so what the heck am I talking about?
A trigger can be anything really and there are [...]
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