Sponge Brain Regular Pants

I was going to say no pants since my brain doesn’t wear pants…that I’m aware of. Anyway, back from my therapy session and there is so much to say.  The problem is me though…my brain is killing me! One of the really hard parts for me is wanting to learn and my insiders wanting me [...]

Here am I

Feeling a little better but not completely sure if all of this is over or not.  I’m hoping I actually post this and it doesn’t wind up in my draft box like so many posts.  I’m really not sure where I wanted to start on this one except maybe to say what a rough day [...]

Second Round, Part Two

Ok, here I go with my thoughts on the second episode of “United States of Tara”.  A friend text messaged me Sunday with the line from that opening scene, the one about DID being like hosting a kegger.  I cracked up and remembered a few of our ‘fine’ moments, yup I could agree with that [...]

I’m Sorry I’ve Been Mum on Tara but, I’m Really Lazy!

So, yeah I’m still kind of digesting and waiting to see how the next episode goes. I wanted to pass on this link to SecretShadows blog http://secretshadows.wordpress.com/2009/01/11/the-united-states-of-tara-initial-impression-from-one-who-has-did/ (sorry doing this in the new QuickPress..should be fixed now). I think she did a great job on her post (big thanks for posting up the video from [...]

Getting into the Meat

This week I had my appointment on Monday which ended up really great, I needed the day to chill. Just started out with saying that things have gone back to usual for the most part with my mom and I.  We aren’t really talking but I’m less angry.  I still feel like I’m walking on [...]

The Mask of Insanity

I’m about to just loose it, if I haven’t started already. I felt it all just trying to bubble over and try to slip out of my hands. The funny thing is that even though I feel like I’m gonna loose it, the reference to insanity is not about me. I know there are other [...]

First Venture into EMDR

Ugh I was really hoping to be back with it this weekend a bit more but guess what?! I’m now working on getting rid of a 4th virus! 2 colds, the ear virus, and now a throat thing! So excuse me if I am way more out of it than usual! I took a Benadryl [...]

The answer to my question

At least one of my questions is now answered. I went to my appointment today we covered a lot but I was having trouble remembering crap again lol. I hate that when someone asks you a question and then asks for an example, I have so much trouble with that.  Of course now I remember [...]

Security Blankets

I wrote a post over on my LiveJournal Blog (link on left panel: Into the Darkness), not sure why now I put it over there lol.  Anyway, it was on trauma as a security blanket.  Sounds weird maybe but I realize that sometimes I’m really afriad of what healing might mean, fear of the unknown.  [...]

Seeing Red

So my mom bought me this jacket a while ago while she was on vacation, I was really pissed off about it at first and I was really mixed up about it for a while.  The jacket is a fleece jacket, it’s warm but light weight, it’s a zip up type, no hood, and lots [...]