Long Over Due

Hey everyone! Sorry, I’ve been so out of touch. Thank you to everyone that still comments.  Sorry, it takes so long for me to publish them or reply.  Sorry, I haven’t visited a lot of blogs in awhile or I guess I do visit but I often don’t get a second to comment.  I still [...]

Fear and Privacy

Slightly nervous that a certain phone call came into the house and a message was maybe left about a certain medical study I applied to.  I don’t think they would have left details but I’m feeling really scared maybe they did.  All I know is my mom said there was a message on the machine [...]

Summer boredom & “MPD Psycho”

Well, made it through blogathon.  It was really great, still getting caught up with a few other bloggers I was interested in reading.  One of the hard things was not talking about DID.  Since I was blogging on my general survivor site and that’s not something I care to reveal there since I do let [...]

Maybe I’m a horrible child, maybe just blowing this up.

Lots of times I wonder just what the hell I did wrong to get the response I did from my family.  Lots of times I think maybe I’m just blowing things out of proportion, lots of times I think that’s what others will say too me.  I don’t talk about things because I get the [...]

“Congratulations, you’re feeling”

Well, that was fun.  I woke up this morning thinking about everything that went on a few months ago with my mom and how my therapist was going to help me with a letter but I ended up not doing it cause I had until this morning numbed out my anger.  I don’t know if [...]

Winner or Loser

I’m one of those survivors having a tough time with this weekend.  I suppose I’ve always been mixed up about this day but I think most of the time my feelings got blotted out/ignored.  A few years ago I started to realize how hard this Mother’s Day (Mothers) thing is for me because I have [...]

Another Tuesday

I’ve been back from my appointment for several hours now and I’m just dead.  Feels, once again, like there are so many things from the last few weeks I wanted to say but they always end up getting pushed back for something more urgent.  I had a few things I wanted to talk to my [...]

I’m Tired but…

I have to jump on this real quick because tomorrow I probably will “forget”.  I was browsing around with the tag surfer real quick and came across a blog with this link to an article about that United States of Tara show written by a professor Steven Gold.  “Will Showtime Series United States of Tara [...]

When Others Worry & the Truth About Stranger Danger

I really cannot stand when other people worry about my safety.  I was having a pretty good start to the day and then I went to open an email from my dad.  I’m not sure if I posted it here or else where but, a while back a person he knew was attacked while out [...]

The Mask of Insanity

I’m about to just loose it, if I haven’t started already. I felt it all just trying to bubble over and try to slip out of my hands. The funny thing is that even though I feel like I’m gonna loose it, the reference to insanity is not about me. I know there are other [...]