Hope to update more soon

I’m working on a blog post on what’s been going on with our negative introject. I have a session tomorrow but not sure what we’ll end up doing. I’m hoping maybe to do some writing on this post in the morning before I go.  Things have been really busy though! I started back to school [...]

Just another quick hello

I know I keep saying I will post an update on how things have been going since my old laptop died but I swear it’s like the world is just against me these days or something. I have this huge to do list and only a few things are getting done.  Um…forgot where I was [...]

Hello, again!

That was a creative title. Anyway, I’ve been without a computer for all this time! My laptop was giving out somewhere around that last post and then shortly after that I guess it just totally went to hell. Didn’t seem like it was worth it to try and fix, 3 yrs old figure more was [...]

Hope I will be back soon

Went to get a scan done of my ear to see if there is anything structurally going on with it since a clinic said I twisted some tubes or something years back (ear infection-air plane, yeah OW!). It’s been crackling badly on and off ever since and seems to know be one of the cues [...]

Summer boredom & “MPD Psycho”

Well, made it through blogathon.  It was really great, still getting caught up with a few other bloggers I was interested in reading.  One of the hard things was not talking about DID.  Since I was blogging on my general survivor site and that’s not something I care to reveal there since I do let [...]

My Mental Vacation

I’m having a pretty nice break at the moment from just about everything.  My therapist says I’m in the rest stage of living with trauma, or something like that.  It’s frustrating sometimes because I am so not in touch with certain feelings.  I mean don’t get me wrong it’s nice to be happy and content [...]

Medical Update

I didn’t get to much updating on my links this weekend, I really just needed to rest. The vertigo I had back in November has been coming back on and off since then.  So definitely wasn’t a virus. Thought it might be my medication but definitely not that.  My one ear has been screwed up [...]

I’m sorry random post

I have to get this off my chest.  I’ve been holding onto this too long and I still can’t stop laughing or wondering about it. Everyone in my immediate family talks to them self (selves ?) EXCEPT my dad. I have caught my mother, I’ve caught my brother, and when she was still alive, my [...]

Hannibal Lector Would Love Me Right Now

Cause my brain is FRIED! I am seriously about to give up and …I don’t know cry, crawl into bed and never get out, run away? I don’t know.  I’m just about to lose it that’s all I know.  The fibromyalgia is trying to kick my butt, the dissociation is trying to kick my butt [...]

On to Round Two or, at Least One Part

Sorry, not gonna get to the Tara post tonight. That Remeron last night knocked me into next week lol! Seriously I shook myself out of sleep at 8:40 am thinking it was much later and I had missed my shrink appointment but thankfully, no.  I just wanted to stay snug in bed (partly because it [...]