The Ripple Effect

Man, dunno really what’s going on as of late. Been quiet. Not in my head so much (although 2 or more days in a row I had that scary blank mind feeling when no one is around), just I’m not talking to people much, not posting much anywhere, not goofing off (Little Parts), not reading, [...]

Layers Upon Layers of Onion

I’ve mentioned to a lot of people that I’m super curious about how other multiple systems work. It’s just so fascinating to me how we can be so different from one another and often so similar having never met, having never talked to a soul about our world until we got into therapy or met [...]

Sponge Brain Regular Pants

I was going to say no pants since my brain doesn’t wear pants…that I’m aware of. Anyway, back from my therapy session and there is so much to say.  The problem is me though…my brain is killing me! One of the really hard parts for me is wanting to learn and my insiders wanting me [...]

Making Contact

Ok, so that relieved some of my anger but brought up an idea for another post and I am not gonna sleep for a bit cause I have a stomachache (ooo! Need to make a note to mention that memory to T) that can’t make up its mind to stay or go! Dang I still [...]

I’m Tired but…

I have to jump on this real quick because tomorrow I probably will “forget”.  I was browsing around with the tag surfer real quick and came across a blog with this link to an article about that United States of Tara show written by a professor Steven Gold.  “Will Showtime Series United States of Tara [...]

Taking Another Step Toward Trust

I’ve been so ‘crazy’ this last week, there is so much I want to get caught up on and comment on here! Today I ran around with errands so I didn’t get to start in on this stuff like I wanted to until now. I’ll start with a post about my appointment first.  After talking [...]

Second Round, Part Two

Ok, here I go with my thoughts on the second episode of “United States of Tara”.  A friend text messaged me Sunday with the line from that opening scene, the one about DID being like hosting a kegger.  I cracked up and remembered a few of our ‘fine’ moments, yup I could agree with that [...]

I’m Sorry I’ve Been Mum on Tara but, I’m Really Lazy!

So, yeah I’m still kind of digesting and waiting to see how the next episode goes. I wanted to pass on this link to SecretShadows blog http://secretshadows.wordpress.com/2009/01/11/the-united-states-of-tara-initial-impression-from-one-who-has-did/ (sorry doing this in the new QuickPress..should be fixed now). I think she did a great job on her post (big thanks for posting up the video from [...]

Showtimes show dealing with DID

I don’t know if I’ve said anything here about the new show airing this Sunday on Showtime called the “United States of Tara” or not?  I posted many months ago in other places about it but I have no clue if I wrote anything in this blog so if not here it goes.  I’m one [...]

First Venture into EMDR

Ugh I was really hoping to be back with it this weekend a bit more but guess what?! I’m now working on getting rid of a 4th virus! 2 colds, the ear virus, and now a throat thing! So excuse me if I am way more out of it than usual! I took a Benadryl [...]