Long Over Due

Hey everyone! Sorry, I’ve been so out of touch. Thank you to everyone that still comments.  Sorry, it takes so long for me to publish them or reply.  Sorry, I haven’t visited a lot of blogs in awhile or I guess I do visit but I often don’t get a second to comment.  I still [...]

Hope to update more soon

I’m working on a blog post on what’s been going on with our negative introject. I have a session tomorrow but not sure what we’ll end up doing. I’m hoping maybe to do some writing on this post in the morning before I go.  Things have been really busy though! I started back to school [...]

First EMDR Processing Session, “Birth” of an Other & Update

So, long time, no write. Yeah, it’s been busy for me working, planning out my life, therapy, life drama, etc.  I’m looking through my drafts box here and WHOA! There are several things I’m not sure I posted but look like I should have.  I’ll have to sort that out some other time though.  I [...]

Eidetic Memory and Trauma

Hi all! Oh my gosh I’m posting! Yeah, I’m finally getting around to posting again for tonight anyway.  So if anyone is still checking in on this “Hi again!” Things have been so crazy, and super busy for me.  I hardly get a minute and when I do, I try to just take sometime out [...]

Just another quick hello

I know I keep saying I will post an update on how things have been going since my old laptop died but I swear it’s like the world is just against me these days or something. I have this huge to do list and only a few things are getting done.  Um…forgot where I was [...]

Hello, again!

That was a creative title. Anyway, I’ve been without a computer for all this time! My laptop was giving out somewhere around that last post and then shortly after that I guess it just totally went to hell. Didn’t seem like it was worth it to try and fix, 3 yrs old figure more was [...]

Hope I will be back soon

Went to get a scan done of my ear to see if there is anything structurally going on with it since a clinic said I twisted some tubes or something years back (ear infection-air plane, yeah OW!). It’s been crackling badly on and off ever since and seems to know be one of the cues [...]

Long day, long night

I should sleep. Been going to bed late for the past few nights. I just am feeling all screwed up body clockwise/bodywise in general tonight. I did some more EMDR today er…yesterday now. Strengthening some system connections so, it was pretty much after that that things felt screwy.  Not necessarily in a bad way just [...]

Medical Update

I didn’t get to much updating on my links this weekend, I really just needed to rest. The vertigo I had back in November has been coming back on and off since then.  So definitely wasn’t a virus. Thought it might be my medication but definitely not that.  My one ear has been screwed up [...]

Updates again

Ugh, I finally finished that LiveJournal post.  It’s here or the side link over there (Into the Darkness). I think I got kind of rambling on it, as usual ha! Feeling like I’m zoning in and out and I’m really not liking this feeling.  Been a while I think since it’s been this intense of  [...]