Can I trade in my mother?

I’m having a difficult moment.  The day has been really rough. This is really the most present day I’ve had since last Tuesday and right now I’m trying to just find that little hiding niche right now because I’m just so exhausted from today.  The last few minutes have been really difficult due to mom [...]

Relationships: Men vs. Women

I woke up thinking about this subject for some reason but can’t remember what started it.  I was just aware I was thinking about how I’m so much closer to men than I am to women.  I don’t freak out if a guy wants to give me a hug but I spend so much time [...]

Getting into the Meat

This week I had my appointment on Monday which ended up really great, I needed the day to chill. Just started out with saying that things have gone back to usual for the most part with my mom and I.  We aren’t really talking but I’m less angry.  I still feel like I’m walking on [...]

Hope it’s not a pink cloud

I just got back from my new therapist…and…I really think this could be it.  She was really nice and ok, I know this sounds maybe wierd but she has STUFF in her office!! lol! No that was the one thing that creeped me out a bit about my last therapist was there was literally nothing [...]

Opinions are like ___ everyone has one…

Is it official now that I’m part of the blog world? I got my first troll! I know I probably shouldn’t be as excited but…   I’m cracking up.  I really don’t get it, people really have nothing better to do?  *Sigh* and people think I have problems, I really kinda pity people who have [...]

Underground

It’s a pretty nice day today so I’m able to stay on my laptop a little longer.  *shakes fist at the fan that’s dying* I feel like there is all this stuff I’ve been wanting to write about, wanting to get out. It’s all gotten bottled up though. I did write a little in my [...]

Long and Upsetting Day/Night

Just a post before the Remeron kicks in and knocks us out. It’s been a long and upsetting day and night. The day started out bad with a note left to me. It set off a lot of triggers. It set off a bad SI session that ended in us being close to fainting, I [...]

A memory from 12

I used to have this memory that used to just jump out and blind side me. I’m not too sure how old I was I get the feeling it was somewhere in my pre-teen years though. I have a severe learning disability in the area of math and I think I was working on fractions [...]